Something for this holiday season ☆

※☆　Hello everyone!　☆※

How did you guys enjoyed your Christmas ?

This month I did a lot of  things that included:

• Read around 4 books from the library(that I'm gonna review and talk about later).
• Visited a graveyard and took a walk in the nearby park.
• Dyed my hair pink (my name now is Madoka and I'm not sorry if you don't understand the reference)
• Ate lots of tasty foods that I'm going to leave the recipe soon <3 So you guys can enjoy it too!
• Had a fight with my racist transphobic and homophobic grandaunt, and finally stand up for myself and my brother.
• Dealed with a lot of douchebags (and damn I got angry)
• Learnt a lot of things this last couple of weeks and that's why I'm writing now.

Why don't you cut it?

Warning this work can be triggering to some people as it contains suicide references. Read with your own consent, and I hope you enjoy it!

About myself and my fear of rejection

The Sugary Kingdom... or it was supposed to be it

So I might before I start this apologize. I had a really awful week and my Halloween wasn't as good as I planned. And after a terrible series of unfortunate events yeah I see what I did there, I got stuck in a depression crises, one of the worst I've been. And sincerely I don't have a single idea of how I could deal with it. I got a mess, I was a wreck and finally ... I've been able to put this trough.
But that doesn't mean I'm fine either I still feeling bad(just not as awful as I was feeling some days ago).But I'm glad I've been able to deal with everything;
So after dealing with all my shit yesterday I decided to dye my hair,at first I thought about dyeing it blue... But then I realized my hair was yellow (and blue+yellow=green),so I decided to dye it green instead.
I think it might be the signal of a new start(and I really hope so). Also I wasn't supposed to keep whining about my personal life here. But I thought I should excuse myself for not being able to update this blog as much as I wanted to. So I'm sorry, I hope this won't happen again.

PS: I'm looking for native English speakers that would be willing to review my texts before I post it. I don't know yet how to manage to do so, but if you don't mind reviewing my boring texts you could comment in this post or any other post(I won't publish so don't worry) message me at tumblr with your email and skype, than I would send you mine so we could talk about it. Of course I would credit you for your help,but as I don't receive any money from it (at least not in the moment) I don' know yet how to repay you for your help(that's why I need the email/skype exchange so we can discuss about it).

Finally after all this whining over thing that I should not bother anyone with I'm here to continue my story. Not exactly continue, this is more of an introduction to the Sugary Kingdom,I'm not sure if I will put this in my novel thought, but I might do this If I think it's needed. Also I don't know why, but I lost my line of though and I couldn't finish this properly. At least I think I didn't described the "Sugary Kingdom" as I wanted, or as I picture it in my mind, so I might just leave it and try something else, I don't know really.

Picture from the day before halloween

Anyway, enjoy your reading: