But that doesn't mean I'm fine either I still feeling bad(just not as awful as I was feeling some days ago).But I'm glad I've been able to deal with everything;
So after dealing with all my shit yesterday I decided to dye my hair,at first I thought about dyeing it blue... But then I realized my hair was yellow (and blue+yellow=green),so I decided to dye it green instead.
I think it might be the signal of a new start(and I really hope so). Also I wasn't supposed to keep whining about my personal life here. But I thought I should excuse myself for not being able to update this blog as much as I wanted to. So I'm sorry, I hope this won't happen again.
PS: I'm looking for native English speakers that would be willing to review my texts before I post it. I don't know yet how to manage to do so, but if you don't mind reviewing my boring texts you could comment in this post or any other post(I won't publish so don't worry) message me at tumblr with your email and skype, than I would send you mine so we could talk about it. Of course I would credit you for your help,but as I don't receive any money from it (at least not in the moment) I don' know yet how to repay you for your help(that's why I need the email/skype exchange so we can discuss about it).
Finally after all this whining over thing that I should not bother anyone with I'm here to continue my story. Not exactly continue, this is more of an introduction to the Sugary Kingdom,I'm not sure if I will put this in my novel thought, but I might do this If I think it's needed. Also I don't know why, but I lost my line of though and I couldn't finish this properly. At least I think I didn't described the "Sugary Kingdom" as I wanted, or as I picture it in my mind, so I might just leave it and try something else, I don't know really.
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| Picture from the day before halloween |
Anyway, enjoy your reading:
The Sugary Kingdom, some people might hear this name and think " this is the name of a certain fairy tale right?" or "is this a child story?" or even maybe" is this some kind of Disney thing?". People always say and think similar things when they recognize these words. but they are so far wrong it aches my poor narrator heart(because you may not recognize it but I'm only the narrator of this story). The Sugary Kingdom it's a name I brought myself, well the place itself it's known of various names but I always though "Sugary Kingdom" fit it better than any other name someone could ever think of. And I might say even if this name makes people misunderstood this place as a fairy tale place, I'm sure to tell, I don't ever regret the name I use for it.
And this name really fits! Well, for you understanding the Sugary Kingdom it's a Kingdom, and it's Sugary(I mean not figurative but I mean literally the kingdom was sugary). You could literally, taste the sugar from the buildings,houses,streets and everything with your mouth! Unfortunately, the place never had only one name so I created my own, since I'm the only telling this story that doesn't really matter anyway.
Well, I'm getting out of topic ain't I ? Not that I'm ever to concentrate in this story, you see this story doesn't have a proper end,it will still continue as I tell this and won't finish when I do. So Talk about it sometimes distract me as I don't know how to start it at all.
But I might keep track about this marvelous place I like to call the Sugary Kingdom. It was a calm place, a kingdom that always had been in peace(not exactly always but you see, its people were peaceful and war wan't a very common thing even it it happened to occur from time to time). And the Kingdom dealt with things well, I might even say they dealt with everything well. I don't know how they managed to do this but they always knew how to resolve their problems well (maybe that's why war wasn't a normal occurrence in this kingdom). And it's really not surprising, as they took theirs laws really seriously too. The King and Queen weren't as kind as you might think, actually they were really harsh and cruel with whoever disobeyed their laws. Some stories say they would sheepishly smile as they tortured the lawbreakers . Which as a common was a quit scary thing to see.
I never really had the opportunity to see they punishing the outlaws, but I have seen how they treated their own daughter for not obeying their own laws(but that is another story).
The Kingdom, was calm peaceful... an desirable I don't record if I already told you this, but the kingdom and its surroundings, was edible. So people always tried to invade and conquer its lands,the kingdom never lost a battle, and weirdly enough the kingdom never really entered a battle they always managed to keep its land peaceful and free of wars or invaders. And I never really bothered to ask myself why until I started to tell this story, well maybe during the course of this we may find out together,shall we?
The kingdom was large, grate, edible, desirable, and weirdly peaceful. I don't know how the kingdom managed to be edible either, but that fact never really bothered me, as you see a edible kingdom made with all sugary things was something so marvelous for when I heard this story at first that I thought I shouldn't mind the fact that certain thing it couldn't happen in this world. Or maybe just wished so much that place to be real that I didn't want to think about it. But now I know this place is real, and I sincerely regret my wishes ( but till I never found out how they could make everything edible either). All I know is that this is place is real for certain, and that I would never tell you to go there. Some people might think"well wasn't this place all great and marvelous? I wouldn't someone want to go there?" . Yeah the place it's marvelous and great and... scary.
My most wonderful nightmares come when I think about there. I not even sure why I'm telling this story in the first place, it's a terrifying story(at least for me). You see, the most wonderful thing that happens to you might be the scariest ones, when you start to think to much about it, and I always think too much about it. The thing it's, the place was wonderful, but once you go back to your boring life everything seems boring and gray.And if you ever have the opportunity to back there you realize that place wasn't that great, because it's always the same. At least it has always been the same, unexpected happenings are really rare to occur. The thing is I don't know much about the place itself, all I know is from my past not very pleasing experiences. And these experiences are the story I'm willing to tell.
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